Back on here because I got Kik and I feel my motives on here isn't clear I'm looking for friends and a possible date. I've been told by a few people I'm looking for money and I need to apply for SSI. No you ASKED what was wrong with me and why I speak weird etc but when I label my mental disorders you backfire and say ''don't make me feel sorry for you'' or ''I'm not giving you any money'' no you ASKED what was wrong with me or what is wrong with my speech. Therefor I answered. If you can't handle your question being answered then maybe you shouldn't ask at all and start firing at me for no apparent reason while I was answering a question. So with that said people just need to understand I've a real functioning learning disability. My test results came back from the psychologist doctor to send off the paperwork to SSI and I was classified as borderline IDD which intellectual disability disorder also another term for borderline mentally retarded. I only can comprehend 8th grade reading comprehension. I was tested by flash cards if I knew the meaning of a word. The math portion I completely bombed as I don't understand find the pattern puzzles in math. I've no idea what these mean but I've a 58 scoring in daily living and 61 in communication and 42 in socialization score. I also have an IQ of 70 or 79 and can't remember what the paper said. I also do know that I had to be bypassed in English or Math. As I couldn't pass the star test more than 4 times. So yes I'm getting my life in check for those of you thinking I want to sit in rot. Will I ever work besides a SSI check? I'm not hopeful this Workforce place can find me a job online when I can only do 4-5 grade math and looking for a number stocking job but my dad is highly unrealistic as he thinks I can make $25-30 dollars an hour just because I can type fast on a computer LOL. But due to this virus my caseworker sent off the paperwork recently now I must wait 3-6 months. My SSI worker said 100 percent of the time you will be denied and you normally have to apply two or three times before I get that. So with that said please be kind to others :) there is always a reason why a person acts the way he or she does :) and for people thinking I'm crazy or psychopathic my SSI psychologist tester doesn't think I'm she just thinks I need to be in social groups with the same disorders I'm. So all I ask in kindness is don't insult me I've been insulted all my life 24/7 in high school to the point where I mentally couldn't continue anymore or function and only 5 people liked me in high school the whole entire school made fun of me. My mother is gone. There is nothing you can do to make me feel worse. So great day.At the end of the day nobody is forced to talk to me. You're the one that makes a choice on that. Not me. But YOU. You're messaging me knowing I'm a high functioning learning disability person. Your choice if you ever feel the need to delete or block me please do :) great day or afternoon or evening. I should be thankful that my young prince doesn't have these disorders and by the 9 that should be a blessing by the 9 divines. Also never take anything for granted as someone you love can be taken away from you any second. Even a foolish choice can cost you a life of someone. I learned that mistake years ago. Anyways great day and farewell.